i just want me back:-(Nevertheless there's a stranger intruding my life!The worst haven't yet come,people don't know,the stranger had been controlling me...in fact my every actions,"me".I simply wanted to be 'me' in everyone's front but jus it turn on automaically to be the stranger.Am i a two-faced side type kind of person?But now i have adapted to the life in nvss and have made close friends and it's hard for me to get close and such good friends...bt still friends and in fact almost everyone might have hidden their ugliest side from anyone,even their families...Friends?To me is a companion,whenever there's difficulty or puzzle that can't be fixed,they will always stand by and not be a coward who backout!They could be trusted?I have suspected my thoughts of these recently...As I have experienced things like that...it's kind of a long story...But a friend of mine which shares some similarities of me either in birth or character,which i may considered both:-)However that close friend of mine have actually been betraying my trust to her and make use of me...My heart ache alot until now...even i cried:-( It must be a shocking news to those who know me v. well b'coz they knew i would never cry for a friend...Me,myself was also shocked cos tears jus keep on running more like seconds tickling.But still i must thank that friend of mine for making this a lesson of not to give too much trust in someone.i would cry?This symbolized what a important friend she was to me!But i must really thank Eunice,Gladys for the comfort...I must say they are good listeners...lol:-)

To readers of my blog:

sry hA!I have not been updating my blog due to exams b'fore...and also i'm lazy?duh!
Anws my holidays are more boring that i thought how much fun it would be after the stress i got in school and anything else that must have bores be haha!

Gtg have my lunch...Bye:-)

~My Melancholy~