Ok...Weird things have happened to me again...I really don't know what to do:DBut one thing that encouraged me to live on with a optimistic mind is my name:DNever had i realise that not alot of people share the same name as me,so i'm happy:D Another satisfied reason is,my name is short,now i never want to have an english name:DHaha:)
I've been wondering why people are so sensitive and petty over small matters,I have to tolerate with these typical matter that it really makes me tired.When I told myself I should forgive and forget...But still these things kept interrupting my peaceful times of my life.Then now I have to accept the fact that world is not as simple as i thought:(Even some idiots stole my sister's mobile phone,this consists of my happy memories and some idiotic person stole the phone on new year,what luck!
How I wish all these frustrating things just disappear:)

~My Melancholy~

I don't know why i felt like shouting now but due to the sore throat which is in quite bad condition *"Ahem"* i can't shout out and this makes me feel *eekks*
Anyways i have blocked nose too,i just don't feel well but not that bad ...
Things have become less complicated for a period of days but it seems to be coming back again.Now i feel like shouting:"Eunice!Lets do experiments again!:D"There goes the smiley face which you will see hanging on both me and her face,which is actually rather sheepish:D Then i went home for rest:D
Here are my theories:
1)When you do not feel well let out a generous smile and everything will be alright in place.
2)When someone says bad things behind one this person must be insecure of losing his/her friends.
3)Everything will be fine if you take a deep breathe and shout out loud(and if you do have bad sore throat,please find your own way:D)
4)Everything will then be perfectly fine if you have a mature heart,pure thinking and insists on your own theories no matter what other says)
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Actually there's more theories of mine but the above is a bit crappy *i admit*
Anyways have chinese test tmr,lol...Gtg byes~

~My Melancholy~

Yesterday was a frustrating day to me...however at start we had fun.We went for CIP work.The tour was to collect newspaper and oldstaffs,from assigned blocks.We have to be grouped by teacher's liking,anyways i've been lucky and glad to be grouped with Ziyi, Jiayan and Benedict:-)It's to keep the Earth green,so i looked forward:-)Then,i don't know what luck we had on that day!The block we got assigned...(cleared throat),there was a funeral.That creeps me,when i first walked past the funeral,i do'nt know what happened but a cold breeze welcomed me...But overall it was alright as the residents were kind and co-operative and there no such things as "shuting of doors" and "scolding":-)Then we went to the gathering point,which is under the shelter...teacher was there slacking or maybe in better words taking care of our collections.Our class took class photo and had games(i didn't joined in as i don't have the enthusiasm)Then they played and teachers knowing that we have three more blocks to cover did not informed us...I think it was not fair that we have been assigned more blocks than the other classes.After that,i was dehydrated...(no lah,just exaggerating)Actually,the right word was "devastated"...Anyways,i don't feel good all the way to today...my back ached.I don't know why my life has been up and down and weird things happened to me:-(However, i told myself not to be so pessimistic and always look at the bright side.

I've been down these days...Music was the only thing that cheers me up:-)





To let "you" know that what you've done to me made a scratched in my heart and it's now in tears...over flowing all the blood i have...

Labels: My life...

~My Melancholy~

i just want me back:-(Nevertheless there's a stranger intruding my life!The worst haven't yet come,people don't know,the stranger had been controlling me...in fact my every actions,"me".I simply wanted to be 'me' in everyone's front but jus it turn on automaically to be the stranger.Am i a two-faced side type kind of person?But now i have adapted to the life in nvss and have made close friends and it's hard for me to get close and such good friends...bt still friends and in fact almost everyone might have hidden their ugliest side from anyone,even their families...Friends?To me is a companion,whenever there's difficulty or puzzle that can't be fixed,they will always stand by and not be a coward who backout!They could be trusted?I have suspected my thoughts of these recently...As I have experienced things like that...it's kind of a long story...But a friend of mine which shares some similarities of me either in birth or character,which i may considered both:-)However that close friend of mine have actually been betraying my trust to her and make use of me...My heart ache alot until now...even i cried:-( It must be a shocking news to those who know me v. well b'coz they knew i would never cry for a friend...Me,myself was also shocked cos tears jus keep on running more like seconds tickling.But still i must thank that friend of mine for making this a lesson of not to give too much trust in someone.i would cry?This symbolized what a important friend she was to me!But i must really thank Eunice,Gladys for the comfort...I must say they are good listeners...lol:-)

To readers of my blog:

sry hA!I have not been updating my blog due to exams b'fore...and also i'm lazy?duh!
Anws my holidays are more boring that i thought how much fun it would be after the stress i got in school and anything else that must have bores be haha!

Gtg have my lunch...Bye:-)

~My Melancholy~

Ha!Sry,my blog have not since-dunnoe when-been updated.Two days to go...my mum's birthday!We were planning to watch movie-Monsters vs Aliens,as what both my sis requested,i said i protest:i want to watch 'Drag me to the hell',but too bad it's two against one as my mum said she's nt going to be involve in voting.So...aren't you curious what i brought for my mum's birthday?-Both my sis were involve too!We jus brought it at compass point yestheday,then went to gt my violin fixed,cos "g" sring broke out of blue!-Which made me depresses,"huh?"-you might have said-cos i kind of cry over split milk.My mum's putting quite a strong front infront of us.I held the present infront of her,of course it's wrapped!But she kept saying:i dun wanna noe!,I knew she suppressed her curiousity...no time to explain,bye!
P.S:22nd june-going to ice-skating and bowling wth my cousins:woo!hoo!

~My Melancholy~

Today,there in place of my very own sweet seat-when i said that it doesn't meant it could be eaten or smelt sweet,it just that the word suits my mood.Hmm,i've nearly forgotten to mention where i was-(hey!)obviously i'm in school otherwise where would i be at home?narh!I'm kind of too restless so i couldn't hav sat still on a chair,instead i would be runing around-haha!
Now come on!Teacher was abt to giv out our "geo" paper,sweat always fills my palm as she gave out the papers!I hate it ,i would have been running nose here and there-this is either caused by my nervousness or is it jus my sensitive nose?Tissues soon filled my pocket,the exam finally was over,my nervousness was faded together in the papers in the hand of the teachers...
Tmr donnoe whether to hang out wth Yueling...Gladys they all at compass point,cos i felt sometimes rather jus to stay at home and read the books that my cousin's wife loaned me,cos the book was indeed captivating...It was a miserable day cause someone made my heart ached alot...

~My Melancholy~

I seriously can't bear wth yupin.She make up stories and spread rumours-obviously i'm one of these victims.It's quite a perfect day today, bt she ruined it she said that i forced her menancingly to giv up her things-concern games,to me bt it did not happened,nw she act lyk a baby crying nw and there obviously regreted givin' me all her things,i mean some just wanting me to giv it bac to her.I felt so deceived,she took all the money(games) ,cos that's the period i stop playin' that particular game and nw she wants her things bac additionally,i did nt even requst her givin' my things bac to me!I hate her!But i think it will be temporarily.Now my parents blame me,accusing me makin' her cry,she still didn't gave up and purposely shake the chair i'm sitting on right nw continuously,damn it i nearly fell!

~My Melancholy~

~My Melancholy~

Today immediately after school,I've gt for rush to higher chinese.Then,we take test...though i never revise coz' i thought it was nxt friday!But i onli dunno how do last question coz running out of time then last question do it anyhow hahas!Today i didn't go for sports heats coz' i think thats not compulsary-->coz' it didn't say it was compulsary on the notice boaed(justitia)-->dunno if i've spelt correctly so dun mind[^_^]...Today my sis's birthday hahas!So gtg to celerbrate or else she'll be heartbroken and kill me for sure!Ahh...

Labels: End of the world(but still in the world of music singing and listening to music evry sec'

~My Melancholy~

Tmr early in the morning mus go for strings' and haha Eunice goin' to coach us coz' she has music background...hmm.And erm[^_^]tmr there's hist test.好紧张[=_=]!

~My Melancholy~

~My Melancholy~

~My Melancholy~

Thunder strike...
Today the boy sitting beside me-jing kang humiliate me-now i've two hated person!Anyways i dun mind-i'm nt that petty sort of person though...(the reason i dun mind:i'm nt wat the person say as in humiliate-grrrrr!!!!)So let's nt gt so frustrated over that particular unimportant matter...-but it realy upsets me...
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Haha!I'm so excited over tmr's cca-string ensemble.so the end...i can't wait 4 tmr-imagine it's lyk close ur eyes at night and open it in the mornin'...tada!!!!!!string ensemble gettin' started!

~My Melancholy~

The blue sky dotted with fluffy clouds that drifted lazily in the gentle breeze...Ah ha!
(scare u rite?...lol)today something bad happened to me at PE lesson i ran about 3 rnds(i think-which was 2km instead of 2.4)i gt asthma attack...nt so serious lah.Jus strick on me at the finish line(dun laugh...nt funny)Den my frens and teacher comfort me...luckily hav them,other wise i woun't go to the general office and might be worse!
HaHa!(u cn laugh now)4 da good news...2day dere's a new pupil entering our family-class.-->her profile:she's borm in china,frm new-zealand...erm,ps that's all i know.LOL,also dunno her name.

~My Melancholy~

Yo!sry 4 nt blogging so...lng=_=but nw prepare to hear the good news ha!
I've gt into higher chinese and strings ensemble.And nxt wed's my cca is gettin' started!
I'm in heaven...bt aftr quite awile i'm in hell agin...I thought ther's no journal writin' liao
but still gt.sigh!Nxt wed's my chinese test...jus hpe i gt gd results...Though i'm satisfied wth
my cca bt some of my frens didn't gt wat they wanted.Haven't ONE MONTH, there's already someone i hate!(cnt' mention)mus be cyber-well...lol

~My Melancholy~

Welcome to my world!If u r reading this post and my future posting,u r invading my life coz...it's purely me and my best-friend(mysterious friend will be revealed in two wks time=_=)
so...let's break the ice!
Tmr it's monday,that reminds me of one monday in sch...(flashback)ring!the bell of recess rang.like always,Yihui,sherry and me meet outside the class-rooms block to go to recess
2geter.I then told them that i've forgotten to bring my tie.And they told me i've to go rent a tie
at the sch's general office...(Be prepared for a shock!)for $5.They are indeed gd friends...coz they
skip their recess jus to accompany me to rent tie...But afraid to gt scolding from my mom,i'm
on horns of dillema.AND the matter hav been drag to the assembly period.(period which tie hav to be put on.)sigh...at the end my $5 have flew away from my wallet.
Good news!
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I think the results of cca will be revealed TMR!No it's confirmed...so lookin' forward to it...
Ah!!!got to rush to squeeze my tie into my bag...

~My Melancholy~

Hi my big name is-->Chin we pin.
Currently studying at nvss...north vista secondary for ur info.
This blog...sigh-->my favourite anime and also due to my passion.so erm...
hope u look forward for my first life second posting!
Gtg for revision...bt in music world 4ever.
sob...sayorana,itadakimas!+_+

~My Melancholy~